Are we sharing secrets?
YES WE ARE LETS GO. I’ll relay one. Back in Decemberish I started ingesting mugwort in the form of tea. (It gives you incredibly vivid dreams, which I already experience, and mugwort was already a tool in my practice). ANYWAYS, I had this incredibly vivid dream about this guy named Brett who I was friends with (I actually don’t know this man). He invited me over to his house that he shared with his girlfriend named Becky, and said he wanted me to meet some friends. So I go over, and he introduces me to these two british guys and keanu reeves, then explains they’re staying at his place for a bit. The british guys were super friendly and upfront but keanu was really brooding and quiet?? I love emotionally distant men. So that night we had a dinner party and I drank a lot of wine, and could LITERALLY FEEL the heat on my cheeks and me being woozy (it was fucking nuts.) So I stumble off to the master bedroom which had a bathroom attached to it (I also remembered the layout of their house which was fucking nuts). So I go pee and walk out to the bedroom, and keanus luggage is all over the bed. I go snooping in his shit and pull out a shirt and like … sniff it?. The feeling I felt when I did was pure and utter heart ache. I’ve always a had a celeb crush on him/admired him, but this dream really took it to another level. IN SHORT: my secret is is that i ingested mugwort and it made me irrationally obsessed with keanu reeves.