My secret is that I'm heavily questioning…

My secret is that I'm heavily questioning my sexuality. I'm attracted to men and m/m porn turns me on to fuck but I'm attracted to some girls as well, but never sexually it's more like a crush. I can see myself dating men and women, but I can't see myself having sex with either, unless I'm majorly dominant to the point that I don't receive, but I can only see myself being dominant with guys. I'd be happy dating and kissing girls, but I'm afraid of the vulnerability of sex just full stop? Idk

Human sexuality is such a mess and I love it but vehemently hate it